Damn pissed

No one bothered telling me that there is Amath mock exam sia. Wtf. I ask people to update me, everything don’t say. Wtf. I damn angry. What kinda classmates do I have? It is not like I ask a lot right? Don’t eat with me, fine. Don’t talk to me, fine. But at least, have the initiative to tell me la. I already ask people to help me see and update. I did my part, why can’t people do the same… haish, nothing to say about my class…

Too afraid..

Sitting in my brother’s room crying after hurting my dad, saying I don’t want to see my cousin. Why am I doing this you ask? I am too hurt to love people. So I am making people hate me. I have lost whom i loved a lot: my brother, my 2 grandmas, 3 best friends.. okay, now I am in my hall alone cos my brother came home. So I went to the kitchen to hide my tear stained face.. he did come and ask… talk about my grandparents, my grandma even fed me in december. Hard to believe she passed away. My maternal grandma fed me at 7 when she could not even walk. It hurts when I realise I have lost them. My brother needless to say.. A passionate brother who never fails to play with his sister.. 3 friends? They broke my heart by leaving me even more crumpled than before. One of them even lost my trust by lying to me. My heart burned. Now I am left with nothing… so love somemore? For what? Get my heart broken even more? I wish I was born dead or something. Living is like hell. I am not talking to people. That is it. No people = no hurt.

Angry… fire burning in the heart. Wtf, you my brother does not mean you know what I am doing on my computer. So shut the hell up. And never even touch lappy for very long leh… I am never gonna ask my brother questions.. I am gonna ask people from class or mdm tok. I don’t wish to talk to him anymore…

Hey people. Okay, today ah I no mood read mockingjay la huh… got fever now. Haish. I know. Ironed my uniform no 1, with rank, name tag… i no button on shoulder flash… so tmr just have to take lanyard and shoulder flash I think. Wah good la huh… from tmr onwards, I will only talk to certain people. People like shera, farhana..teachers… I do not wish to talk to the rest. Cause they are so judgemental that I give up talking to these people. So you will see a less talkative, active. I can be that cos i sat with yi fang before and that term was so quiet .. so i can do that for 6months la huh…

Done with catching fire

I finished catching fire, well, cinna was beaten up to a pulp before katniss went into the arena.I wonder what happened to him, I hope he does not become an avox you know… I will cry… No victors for the quarter quell… so people who survived are bretee,katniss, johanna,Peeta,a something girl and finnick… you know something KATNISS IS A MOCKINGJAY. Oh, I find her very narrow minded when johanna got rid of her tracker… Peeta, I just love him can? Yeah, nice reading. Finnick is just awesome, he like sacrificed the life of his old mentor, mags… just to keep katniss alive, I would say she is rather prominant… district 12 is destroyed but gale says everyone is safe. I doubt prim is alive..

Wah, I am crying for a stupid reason

I am crying now because peeta and katniss are going into the arena again for quarter quell. Actually no need cry la huh, they won’t die, I know it…. left with like 100 pages…. I wanna cry… they are so cute now. Oh and peeta lied that they are ______ and katniss is ______. Maybe that is how they will win again…

What hunger games character are you most like..

[x] You would do anything to protect your family.

[] You have good aim.

[] You hate cats

[x] You like to wear your hair in a braid. 

[x] You find sticking to instructions tough.

[x] You aren’t too fond of people in general.

[x] You hate being indebted to people.

[x] You hold grudges.

[x] You wouldn’t describe yourself as a warm, friendly person—you’ve got about as much charm as a dead slug

[] When you sing, the birds fall silent.

Total: [7]

PEETA

[] You’re an artist.

[] You love to bake.

[] You can decorate well.

[x] Manipulating people comes naturally for you.

[x] You’re clever. 

[] Your favorite color is orange.

[] People tend to be charmed by you.

[x] You’re a fantastic liar.

[] You’re a hopeless romantic.

[x] You have a strong sense of self.

Total: [4]

GALE

[x] You question everything.

[x] You’re very defiant.

[x] You’re spontaneous

[x] You’re a rebel with a cause.

[x] You would do absolutely anything for justice.

[] People would describe you as being good-looking.

[x] You’re very intelligent

[x] If your friend was in trouble, you’d do anything to try and help them.

[x] You hate your Government

Total: [9]

FINNICK

[x] You like sugar cubes.

[] Others often describe you as sexy or gorgeous. 

[] You’ve been used for your looks.

[] You’re a skilled swimmer.

[] When you’re anxious, your hands have to be occupied—with knots or something of that nature.

[] You’re very popular, but don’t want to be.

[] You’re protective. 

[x] When the person you love isn’t with you, you feel lost and lonely.

[x] There’s more to you than what people see.

[x] You hate it when people judge you or others before getting to know them.

Total: [4]

PRIM

[x] You’re innocent 

[] You have blonde hair.

[x] You adore animals.

[x] You love helping people in need.

[] People seem to be fond of you.

[x] Over time you’ve become quite wise.

[x] You are nurturing.

[] When you’re older, you want to be a doctor or a nurse.

[x] You have an older brother or sister who would do anything for you

[x] You are very forgiving.

Total: [7]

CINNA

[] You’re creative.

[] You root for the underdog.

[x] You dress simply

[x] You stand up for your cause

[] Your hair is simple and easily manageable.

[] You tend to have brilliant ideas. 

[x] You would be willing to die for a cause

[x] You are brave.

[] Your ideas are very ‘out there’ and they stand out from the rest.

[] You aren’t like anybody you live with

Total: [4]

EFFIE

[] You’re somewhat materialistic.

[] You’ve dyed your hair a wild color.

[] You’re somewhat naive.

[] You’re chirpy

[x] You’re punctual and hate lateness.

[] Etiquette is important to you.

[] You’re rich

[] You can be considered an airhead

[x] While you may seem shallow, you have hidden depths

[] You hate where you work

Total: [2]

HAYMITCH

[x] You’re very sarcastic

[] You get drunk often.

[x] People might find you condescending 

[x] Outsmarting others is a talent of yours.

[x] You’re very lonely.

[x] You’re very intelligent.

[x] You tell it like it is.

[x] You’re dependent on something/someone.

[x] You’re grumpy.

[x] You’re cunning

[9]

I’m like Gale and Haymitch… I wish I can be Peeta or Catnip :P